Emerald Fantasy

Saturday, December 8, 2007

BBQ Night with her clique

Didn't know i would wake up earlier than expected this morning as i slept super late the previous night (coz i was disturbed by my sis). Watched some doraemon episode coz my sis made me do so -.- while i still had trouble keeping my eyes open (my sis is just doraemon siao, i don't know why). As expected of myself, i went straight to sleep after i finished watching that, and woke up in the afternoon again (c'mon, i'm not a pig alright, humans DO need a lot of sleep ^^)

Went out to meet my sweetheart, and we reached east coast park before the rest of her clique reached. I seriously need a lot of improvement in my sense of direction man, to think i still have to rely on her to "lead" the way -.-

So we all bbq-ed the whole night, and yea of coz had lots of fun (I loved the bbq chicken fillet and the wings!). As always, wx wouldn't stop doing disgusting things on purpose lols... (and i don't know why pet had to follow along =S). Then there was this guy, gs, who emo-ed almost all the way for some reason. Originally i thought he was just tired, but don't know why he was like so sian. Dear told me to go cheer him up, but i didn't know what to say lol... Sometimes i really don't know how to handle emo people. Can't possibly just go accompany them, then ask why they so sian, and ask some stupid thing like, "weather's fine isn't it?" -.-
So i decided to leave this emo guy alone for a while.

It wasn't until later on tha i realised gs' emo-ing was just part of a punk'd plan. It was true about the him getting tired part (thanks to wx haha..), but somehow they all took advantage of that situation to plan a "surprise". GS, xin ku ni le haha... for acting emo all the while just for the thing to work. Didn't know that he would be a good actor, i even fell for that (as always, the gullible-as-a-kid me T.T)!

This is how it went. As they decided to "execute the operation", they made gs look like a sick guy desperate for water, and got my dear and wx to go to 7-11 to buy some water. I didn't know what was going on, so i decided to run after her, but got stopped by pet, who later explained what went on (at this point i realised the gs acting part haha..). They confiscated my phone T.T... So while waiting for both of them to come back, gs had to hold a napkin with whipped cream and sit in "sick and emo" position all the way till the cream became totally melted and disgustiong looking. When they came back, that was when my dear got punk'd. She brought water to gs, then gs went like, "catherine, wo dui bu qi ni!" and smacked the cream onto her face -.-

Fun huh lol... Never expected the punk'd to be planned, coz they have been the first group i've seen so far to organize a punk'd activity for someone's bday party, though i know that a lot of people do that. This group is really so fun and full of life man! Should i plan a punk'd next time durign someone's bday (mhmmfuufufufuu.... *evil grin*)?

Liked her present, i think the brown shoes will really suit her well ^^

Sent her home and went home late. Expected everyone to be asleep when i reached home, and the lights to be totally off, but found mum watching tv in the living room. Apparently she was watching that golden horse award thingy. During one short part, there was a performance by Cyril the famous magician from japan. Gotta say that i totally love his tricks man, he definitely pwns criss angel and could be even better than david blaine or copperfield! This brings me back to the time when i experienced real life magic on myself.

Back then, there was this kid who was slightly older than me at that time. He was apparently one of the "junior" students in that magic teaching academy, and even for a junior i was amazed by what he did, till now i still can't figure out how it happened. He held a sponge ball in each of his hands, then clenched his fists, and blew right threw them (I forgot if he did shake my hand or something, but even if he did, i didn't feel anything in my hand after that). He opened up both hands, and one of the balls had disappeared. He told me to open up my hand, and amazingly, the ball was right there!

I just like these tricks sometimes, though i totally don't know how they're performed. It'll be great if i could learn one of them? Haha..

Alright, time to go off and snuck in. Still have a lot of uncompleted work to do, and i've barely even started much. Oh no, i better do something..

10:46 AM ♥

Happy Birthday to my Dearest

Happy BirthDay Dear =D

Have a happy lovely sweet Seventeen! ^^

10:43 AM ♥

Monday, December 3, 2007

Evergreen

I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass.. Mmm

The rays of sunlight come and beckon me..
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days.. aa

If only I could stop the flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain.. mm

I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have shared
I'd do it all again

This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves
the colours live and breathe
This scenery is evergreen
Your tears are falling silently

So full of joy you are a child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An innocence endures.. aa

You flow right through me like a medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not whole

This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much
I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear to me

This scenery is evergreen
It sorrows at the sight of seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry your tears

The bells have rung the time has come
I cannot find the words to say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear too me

9:06 AM ♥

Sunday, December 2, 2007

In need of some advice

I just keep asking myself all the time, have i ever really changed for the better? Have i really learnt my lessons from previous bad experiences? Do i really have the heart to change to become a better man?

Just what do i live for? To get hated by everyone because i really don't want to do anything about myself? Certain things i just don't understand...

Nowadays, i'm really getting more and more worried. I just find my own life great, seriously, it's just more than good. I ought to love the kind of life i'm living now, and not complain about anything else now, coz i've got so much. And yes, i don't find any more reason to complain, there's nothing around me that's disappointing me.

Question is, why am i still like that? Why am i still feeling troubled over certain things, or so it seems? I tend to be quite happy and satisfied with how things are right now, but as just a little bit of unwanted things come, i start to blow up real bad. Just what the fuck is happening, that's what i really want to know.

I tend to get very easily annoyed for very small matters, and once i do, i can really almost lose control of myself from becoming too pissed off. These small matters are probably something like, getting into a totally unwanted argument with some fucking unreasonable bitch or something. Even so, an average person would definitely be unhappy, but won't end up like me. I used to deal with these kind of shit calmly with reason, and i stand by justice and reason. But for now, this unwanted mental rage just causes me to lose my sense of reasoning, and i end up becoming as unreasonable as the bitch who got me into that fucking argument. As if that isn't enough, i start to let my rage fly about, and i would end up almost breaking something or at least damaging something(Probably due to the disappointment that i'm getting myself into very bad conditions?).

I don't want to be like this. If this were to go on, things may just get worse. I may end up feeling like fucking the whole world hard upside down probably just because a stupid little fly tries to annoy me by flying around my face. I may end up having unwanted depression(touchwood, i definitely don't want that to happen). Should i go consult a psychiatrist or a professional counsellor?

6:06 AM ♥

Sunday, October 21, 2007

On the 19th

Advanced C++ seems kind of fun actually, and surprisingly i kind of enjoyed the practical, though it was nothing special. Apparently, i've been enjoying cpp even more ever since i took my retest.

There was one question which required me to write a program that would return a something thing if you typed a certain thing. For example, if you type the abbreviation of the state Georgia, which is "GA", the program should return the word "Georgia" itself. By right, for this to happen, It should accept only "GA" and nothing else. Due to my buangness(lol), there was a tiny bug in this program. I purposely added an extra letter behind the "GA", and tested the outcome. It was different from what i expected, coz while i expected the "error: invalid input" message to be displayed, it just returned the answer. So you could purposely type something like, "GAY", and still have the thing returned. Later did i then realise it was because i forgot to include a string or array to limit the amount of characters allowed. LameZZZ -__-

During my break i met sc, and since he had nothing to do he decided to accompany me till my break ended. OMG lol, i didn't expect my laruku misheard lyrics video to mentally affect him too much man.. I mean c'mon, is it really that serious? Just imagine someone walking around in a place with quite a lot of people, and singing out a certain tune aloud. Then suddenly, out of nowhere he sings these words out loud: "Your penis not in there, i bought a new condom, blah blah blah...", and people around are like, what the feesh? Alright enough of nonsense =X
(anyway thank you sc for accompanying me ^^ plz don't take the above stuff to heart lol)

My very good tkd bros didn't attend training, but surprisingly attendance was very good compared to usual. Hakim was trying hard to endure with his fever so that he could at least be there for the committee meeting and discussion with vincent, but in the end it just went worse, and in the end he couldn't go. Lucky for him, he chose not to, coz vincent did not appear. Just imagine if hakim really went and couldn't fulfil his purpose, omg... mr. teletubby just finds himself bored of living safely eh?

The training was all mainly exercises to prepare us for NAFA, and some bond-developing activities. I could just say i buanged and got buanged in both man. Seriously, it's really buang to suddenly shout "BAN KAI!!" right in the middle of an arm-wrestling match, unless it really brings effect. LOL, it did - it just made the people around roll on the floor laughing, and poor tim really had to laugh and endure at the same time.

I got stepped on the foot during some certain activity, but luckily for me i was alright, while the person who accidentally stepped onto my foot during her failed long jump attempt got her foot sprained. Hope she's alright.

Received a backhook to the face. No, there was no sparring. I just ate joe's backhook due to a demonstration failure. LOL of coz it was accidental, and i was lucky there was no force coz it was just a movement demonstration which was made a little too close to me haha...

Don't worry people, everything's alright lol. I just have to remember to be more "hum ji" next time if there's this event of jumping over many people's legs, by NOT being the last person at the end of the line. HAHA! And, another good lesson to learn is that, if joe wants to demonstrate something, make sure you're at a safe distance where he can't hit you LOL.

8:47 AM ♥

Nothing much

Was being lazy to blog a few days back, but now i've suddenly got the whim to blog about certain stuff, so... i shall blog about certain stuff ^^ =P

8:42 AM ♥

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

Nothing, just back to blogging

My old blog will become extinct anytime soon, and i've decided to make this my new blog. Since i've not blogged for a damn long time, it shouldn't be weird to see me posting many posts within a day.

11:32 AM ♥